Name: xiaoyun
Date: 11/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 31650724

You are inclined to delight and wallow in all things that give pleasure to your senses but nevertheless your tastes are refined and you reject anything that is indecent or vulgar. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence. But it must be said that you are really a 'trier' and indications are that you will, as indeed you have in the past, 'bounce back'.

CHERYN TER!

xx

Etichette: cheryn

With a clock ticking away the seconds we could be together, the next few weeks were spent indulging in long midnight calls and frequent outings.it was as if we were savouring every bit of time we had left before the inevitable goodbye. Every word that came from his mouth felt like doses of nostalgia injected and forcefully pumped into my veins that pierced my very heart. Like a drug that could only make my condition worse, he had become the addiction i kept falling back into.

It was then that i realised how much I needed him, how big of a role he played in my short sixteen years of life, and that terrified me. The very thought, no, the very knowledge that I, that little girl who built an emotional armour so many years ago, had been so flawlessly dismantled, that by the time i had realised the potential threat, I had neither the control and power, nor the will in me to reactivate the mental defense that would drive him away from the solace within my thoughts, my only sanctuary.

Etichette: tegan, Wyatt

Blowing your nose too hard can result in your blood vessels in your sinus membrane to rupture resulting in swelling and blood loss. The worst case scenario is that you have an aneurism, which can cause mental retardation, blindness, and death.
When you have an aneurism and are going to die, you experience intense pain and muscle spasms. Your eyes also fill with blood as the vessels in them also rupture.

Etichette: smile :)

I'm taking it in
I'm holding it back
I'm filling my lungs with the knife in my back
But you kept going on just to make me feel like this
Now that it's over
I won't feel the same

We missed our chance
I won't forget
As time will only tell where to go

Though I wish that you weren't breathing

I still just can't believe

You're gone

Etichette: amber pacific

we were meant to know each other. (: &i'm happy, very FLIPPINGLY happy. because just because, i think, i'm quite sure, still i think, that i love you. but Mr-Xiaoyun's-Chase, i just love you as a person. an amazing beautiful person God created to find me. because you're that missing puzzle in my life, God made you fit it perfectly. my fairytale concept right? that someone out there cares for me as much as i care for him/her. because you know what, i realised it wouldnt break my heart if you had a girlfriend or if you married for God's sake, because the only thing that keeps breaking my heart again and again is thinking i could be so easily replaced to you. &i thank you. because without words, you can make me feel like the most beautiful person alive.
because i think you feel the same way.
you just realised it way before me.

Etichette: more than 36 months

Quote: "Sometimes i don't wanna read your blog, because i don't wanna get upset."

"La mia vittoria più grande è stata quella di essere capace di convivere con me stessa, di accettare i miei difetti... Sono molto lontana dall'essere umano che vorrei essere. Ma ho deciso che non sono tanto male, dopo tutto." Audrey Hepburn